i'm ready to get my chance & risk with it because just knowing you is the biggest dream over and just if i saw you going away from me is breaking me; so for u i'm ready to risk with everything because right now u are my everything & if i'll lose u i'll simply lose myself ^^
right now i'm relly angryyyyyyyy & wana yell and do something crazy like killiig for example i dont know what should i do or to say cause right now i'm seriously angry and if i didn't show-up tomorrow just know that i've killed myself(wroten my BFF)
i have no idea what am i doing to you i know only that i'm always thinking of you i need only to hear a whisper from you but i know exactly my feelings for u . . . .. . . in the past i've decided that no one will take my heart i've decided that i'll never give my heart i've decided that no one will steal my mind but u came simply & make al my thoughts go with the wind. ... . .. . . u have took my heart;my mind & everything that i have but i forgive you cause i've given to me the most amazing feeling that i could ever have i've been always thinking of you & i'm stil and i will i love u(?????)
That's it I'm done of being weak I'm done of doing everybody's orders I'm done of taking everyone choices but mine I'm done of everything cause I'll burst like a bomb . . . . .
.. It's time to explore the life I gotta explore my one world I need to build myself without taking that knife The knife how tears me down just like a child
. .. . .. . . Like everyone I wish to relive my childhood I wanna build the kind of person with my mood I need to draw my future and climb that clod The clod of my success and take of those deadwoods .. .
.. . Finely I've decided what I wanna be Decided the way that I'll fight for The road that I chosen and not you I know hard to let me go but thins is life This simple poetry was for u my parents sorry :)
Feeling hurt while smiling to everybody Screaming loud but no one can hear you Flying high and see everyone laughing Needing a friend but no one accept to be one looking for love but you find only who hurt you .. .. .. .. Sometimes I say maybe if I laugh I'll be happy Somewhere there are who will make me happy Somehow he'll make me feel that I'm lucky But I find only what made me feel only creepy .. . ... . My parents care about my studies And I care for life They look for professional While I look for my happiness . .. ... . Life wouldn't let me live my teenage life Life couldn't give me even a small piece of what I want But I'll live happy and ambitious cause there are god And only god know what's better for me